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backbone current music : daedelus - just briefly
last week was without doubt the most perfect week i've had in ages.. maybe even years. i felt whole again with kurtis here. we didn't fight, we didn't argue, we held each other in bed every night and said "i love you" at least a dozen times a day... making up for lost time. we have a slew of obstacles in our way but for once we're both optimistic. even if for whatever reason things don't work, we at least have memories that we did in fact have perfect days together... i won't make assumptions i won't type out worries, this will be the last entry for a while, i'm glad i can give you an optimistic one. for years now this diary has been my private vent of sorts. i don't read through past entries because i can't handle the memories of so many of those times. there's a lot of heartbreak, insecurity, melancholy and guilt written here i don't want to go through reading. it may not seem like much, but there's a lot that happens between sixteen and twenty.. the girl that started this journal isn't the same girl that types in it now.... for once, i look forward. |
